marfap
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Am 42 on day 12 of NONFAP
Gave up Drinking over 15years ago, Smoking over 10years ago, marijuana over 5 years ago.
Finally cured myself to the point I don't suffer from the OCD that I had all my adult life over 3years ago.
I feel my addictions have all transferred into to porn
I on a typical day I could use porn up to 5 hours a day, mostly solo women, I think to have a kind of fake one to one connection, to make up for my massive lack of real world success.
I just split from my girlfriend just over 6 weeks ago so had to get the porn under control (I think my bedroom performance contributed to this breakup).
Another reason I am doing this, is to I hope give me a personality change and make me far more ambitions and motivated as I have a minimum wage job, virtually no money and drive at the moment.
I am on day 12 but am finding that I seem to be on a bit of a rollercoaster of emotions, From tired to depressed, to wanting to cry, to being super motivated, all in one day is this common?
I will say on the positive side, that the shame and paranoia (common symptoms I believe) Have virtually gone....
Gave up Drinking over 15years ago, Smoking over 10years ago, marijuana over 5 years ago.
Finally cured myself to the point I don't suffer from the OCD that I had all my adult life over 3years ago.
I feel my addictions have all transferred into to porn
I on a typical day I could use porn up to 5 hours a day, mostly solo women, I think to have a kind of fake one to one connection, to make up for my massive lack of real world success.
I just split from my girlfriend just over 6 weeks ago so had to get the porn under control (I think my bedroom performance contributed to this breakup).
Another reason I am doing this, is to I hope give me a personality change and make me far more ambitions and motivated as I have a minimum wage job, virtually no money and drive at the moment.
I am on day 12 but am finding that I seem to be on a bit of a rollercoaster of emotions, From tired to depressed, to wanting to cry, to being super motivated, all in one day is this common?
I will say on the positive side, that the shame and paranoia (common symptoms I believe) Have virtually gone....