I am happily married but my wife and I rarely have sex. I have been addicted to porn for several years. I first started watching male/female couples in adult bookstores. I did not like watching male/male couples. However, over the years I have progressed to the bazaar since porn is so accessible on the internet. I watch good looking guys gang bang a female, I watch young male athletes and young college guys jack off. I watch circle jerks. I watch web cam guys jacking off. The only way I can get hard enough to cum is to watch clean cut, young males jack off. I do not care for the male/male videos.
I am on depression/anxiety medication.
I have been 19 days without porn. I have been watching you tube (Sean Stewart). and that has helped a lot. I am doing meditation, exercise, and mind exercises to try to help my self esteem and confidence and would like to get to the point where I can at least decrease the dosage of my medication.
I am also a serial adulterer. I have been free from that for about 21 days.
I would like to have an accountability partner. Let me know if you are interested.
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I am on depression/anxiety medication.
I have been 19 days without porn. I have been watching you tube (Sean Stewart). and that has helped a lot. I am doing meditation, exercise, and mind exercises to try to help my self esteem and confidence and would like to get to the point where I can at least decrease the dosage of my medication.
I am also a serial adulterer. I have been free from that for about 21 days.
I would like to have an accountability partner. Let me know if you are interested.
[email protected]