ohH damn it!!!! first relapse!!!

[lfelipe]

for a couple of days now i been watching some films with a lot of sexual material on tv; they were legitimate Hollywood films, it wasn?t porn but it had some bobbies and asses but now i know that unconsciously they were weakening me and today it happened!! i watched a porn video on my computer!! But the up side was that it was a very simple one: a amateur missionary sex, something that only a feel weeks ago would have been too lame for me to get aroused and now i know that i have to avoid any kind of sexual stimulus that may lead me to a relapse!!!!i don?t feel like i lost all my reboot process and i learned with that relapse and i feel i?m much more prepared now and stronger to avoid new ones!!!!

 

[Numez]

just be more aware that you are a porn addict next time you turn on the tv.

 

[Fappy]

nikolas comment is spot on. remember you have this arsehole of an addiction hanging over you, waiting to sink its jizzy claws into you. be aware of triggers as they can come from anywhere and at anytime. but now that you know, u can be more aware next tiem and eliminate the urge in its tracks!

 

[lfelipe]

you guys are spot on!!!! is amazing how our brain can trick us; i thought i was just watching some films but know i see that it was unconsciously planting bad seeds in my mind; i?m glad it happened now i?m much more wise!!!!