An odd thing happened today..
I borrowed a cousin's phone while we were hanging out at the christmas party.
As he unlocked his phone he handed it to me without hesitation..
I knew as he did that that there was porn displayed on the device so I kind of swiped it off the screen before he realized that I had seen it so it was gone and he didn't have to worry about explaining it. It was a sub conscious gesture to let him think that I hadn't seen the porn. But I did. It was in my face... I looked at it with a blur. I knew what it was, I knew what he was just watching.
The funny thing is that I had built in an instinct to just blur my eyes when it's in front of me, I don't see it (at least in this instance)
It's a way to eliminate it's effect..
Blur the shit out by unfocusing your eyes.
I'm glad I hadn't reached that point yet before I quit this most recent time and I hope it's a tool that might work in the future.
I borrowed a cousin's phone while we were hanging out at the christmas party.
As he unlocked his phone he handed it to me without hesitation..
I knew as he did that that there was porn displayed on the device so I kind of swiped it off the screen before he realized that I had seen it so it was gone and he didn't have to worry about explaining it. It was a sub conscious gesture to let him think that I hadn't seen the porn. But I did. It was in my face... I looked at it with a blur. I knew what it was, I knew what he was just watching.
The funny thing is that I had built in an instinct to just blur my eyes when it's in front of me, I don't see it (at least in this instance)
It's a way to eliminate it's effect..
Blur the shit out by unfocusing your eyes.
I'm glad I hadn't reached that point yet before I quit this most recent time and I hope it's a tool that might work in the future.
