MarcusSecret
Active Member
Porn, especially erotic hypnosis, has led me to escalate tastes.. It is so disturbing to me when I think about it I never shared it with anybody (I do talk about addiction/ED with close family). Even writing it down here feels weird. But I think it will help me close this chapter and motivate me in 2017 as these are fetishes I simply do not want in my life.
Because of the hypno I got turned on by CEI (tasting your own seemen), prostate massaging, premature ejaculation trainers (to induce it) and almost tranny and sissy shit. This is in sheer contrast to who I am.. and I don't want to be turned on by this anymore. But while rebooting sometimes I get strong urges.. I'm not sure these fetishes will ever leave completely but I at least want to minimize them and keep them to maybe at one day expiriment with a partner with but never solo again.
If anyone has had some similar fetish induced do to porn, please share. It we'll help to know I'm not the only 'normal' guy that got attracted by this shit..
Ps; and apologies if you got triggered just know it's not what you want you can resist it. Life without is worth the fight
Because of the hypno I got turned on by CEI (tasting your own seemen), prostate massaging, premature ejaculation trainers (to induce it) and almost tranny and sissy shit. This is in sheer contrast to who I am.. and I don't want to be turned on by this anymore. But while rebooting sometimes I get strong urges.. I'm not sure these fetishes will ever leave completely but I at least want to minimize them and keep them to maybe at one day expiriment with a partner with but never solo again.
If anyone has had some similar fetish induced do to porn, please share. It we'll help to know I'm not the only 'normal' guy that got attracted by this shit..
Ps; and apologies if you got triggered just know it's not what you want you can resist it. Life without is worth the fight