When abstaining from pornography, everyone says the first 14 days are the harder. For me the first 14 days were the easiest. Then came then sweating whilst asleep, the severe dreams of hardcore pornography, waking up with an absolute stone of a hard on.
You wake up and think you're fine but then every lady you see on the street suddenly becomes stupidly attractive and you can't even look at a woman without thinking of having sex with her, even Instagram, oh boy oh boy oh boy Instagram is the devil incarnate when trying to abstain from porn. There's stupid amounts of models on there that wear barely anything and it's quite scary.
It's quite scary how young boys now think having bodies like them is the new norm and when you see a Normal girl, it's disgusting. I feel so close to relapsing I absolutely do not want to. How do I counter this?
You wake up and think you're fine but then every lady you see on the street suddenly becomes stupidly attractive and you can't even look at a woman without thinking of having sex with her, even Instagram, oh boy oh boy oh boy Instagram is the devil incarnate when trying to abstain from porn. There's stupid amounts of models on there that wear barely anything and it's quite scary.
It's quite scary how young boys now think having bodies like them is the new norm and when you see a Normal girl, it's disgusting. I feel so close to relapsing I absolutely do not want to. How do I counter this?