837720TD
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Date Jan 16, 2017
I'm 22 years old, almost 23 actually. I've been watching porn from my teen years. Didn't have much access to it until I was in 7th grade though. At this point in time I didn't have my own computer but I'd use those at the library to look at and print hentai anime (this was porn from my younger years) plus I always visited phonerotica on my lil Motorola RAZR n masturbate to the pictures I found. Always a fan of lesbians n solos. I got my own computer in 9th/ 10th grade n my porn consumption has been wild since.
I had a few girl friends n had sex a few times in high school but this early on I wasn't being affected. What was evident tho was that I have performance anxiety. First I use to worry about my body weight, then I got slim n started worrying about my dick size, then started worrying about staying long enough. (I stayed waaaaaaay long before ejaculating though, all that masturbation ensured I did).
Anyway I left high school and met this girl that's been my On n Off gf over the years. We've always had sex, amazing sex. There was a period I couldn't get it up but it was short lived. I changed up my eating habits and it went away so I thought that was possibly performance anxiety or a bad diet. I usually had sex with other girls from time to time but I usually couldn't get it up from ever so often. When I got back to my gf from high school though I always could so I knew it was performance anxiety. Until last year...
I built my first gaming rig, got high speed internet (the type that got me downloading movies in 3 minutes). My porn consumption skyrocketed, HIGH DEFINITION pornography, was loving it. My gf couldn't make it to my house? No problem. I've got kapri styles online, I Don't need her. This continued until late last year. I met this chick n had some amazing sex at her place that night. Next morning we woke up she told me she wanted more. Old soldier wouldn't stand up. The girl is angry at me till this very day. She thinks I just had sex with her cuz she was requesting it a lot and wouldn't go another round cause I wasn't attracted to her.
Boom! Christmas 2016. Had sex with my on n off gf the night after. We went to a party n over did it on red wine. Came home drunk n had sex that night. Woke up the next day n she wanted sex before work, old soldier wouldn't stand at all. This is where I knew something had gone wrong. I was completely comfortable around this girl. She's seen me clothed, naked, fat, skinny, showered together, had sex in a million places etc. My soldier would stand the second she mentions sex or have her butt brush against my pelvic region. (Oh forgot to mention I didn't just do porn, Girls say I'm attractive, I'm confident, learned how to attract women so I always have a tonne a girls sending me nudes n we always sext. So when it ain't pornography it was me n some chick sending nudes n masturbating)
I talked to her, stated it must be my anxiety or the bad eating habits I've been having over the past few weeks. I went back to work after New Years. Did a lil sexting n porn but started noticing that my dick is unusually soft. Even for porn which always got me hard. I started doing research again (I had minimal knowledge of the effects of porn). I always thought I was immune to the stuff n it wouldn't affect me. I stumbled upon a YouTube channel named Improvement Pill (y'all should check him out). Then on this website yourbrainonporn. I started reading n decided ama do a reboot. Not only will I reboot but I'll eat foods healthy for my penis and I got into meditation. Been doing this for about two weeks now. A week ago I saw a girl I met two years ago, haven't seen her since. I sparked up the connection, kissed her n got her to have sex with me. I couldn't keep my erection all the way but I was doing loads better. She enjoyed it, flew out a country n loves me as hell. (I'm replying to her messages while typing this) I have two new girls at work that wanna rape my life away n they will be the next I was experiment with.
What inspired me to write this post tho is the fact that I woke up this morning. Not thinking about sex, porn or even women. I had massive morning wood. Hard like a tree trunk, thing took almost half hour to go away (maybe 28 minutes). This is massive improvement, I've been having morning wood since I decided to quit the porn, sexting and masturbating. I deleted all the nudes from my phone, all the videos I made of me having sex with girls. Chicks still sent me nudes over the time period but I have a peek, delete and compliment whatever boob, booty or vagina I saw. Never once have I decided to dive into bed get hard n send her some pics n start sexting.
I dunno if this is too early for a success story but I'm loving the feel. Know what let's not call it a success story, let's call it a progress story. I'm gonna continue updating this thread to motivate guys out there. I should be having sex with at least one of these new girls this coming week (I hope at least). I'll report with what goes down. Peace out guys!
FORMULA
-porn-sexting-masturbation+exercise+eating healthy+willpower to reboot = ROCK HARD ERECTIONS
If you guys want me to provide links to the information I used or write in detail how I eat, meditate and cope with the stuff just lemme know.
I'm 22 years old, almost 23 actually. I've been watching porn from my teen years. Didn't have much access to it until I was in 7th grade though. At this point in time I didn't have my own computer but I'd use those at the library to look at and print hentai anime (this was porn from my younger years) plus I always visited phonerotica on my lil Motorola RAZR n masturbate to the pictures I found. Always a fan of lesbians n solos. I got my own computer in 9th/ 10th grade n my porn consumption has been wild since.
I had a few girl friends n had sex a few times in high school but this early on I wasn't being affected. What was evident tho was that I have performance anxiety. First I use to worry about my body weight, then I got slim n started worrying about my dick size, then started worrying about staying long enough. (I stayed waaaaaaay long before ejaculating though, all that masturbation ensured I did).
Anyway I left high school and met this girl that's been my On n Off gf over the years. We've always had sex, amazing sex. There was a period I couldn't get it up but it was short lived. I changed up my eating habits and it went away so I thought that was possibly performance anxiety or a bad diet. I usually had sex with other girls from time to time but I usually couldn't get it up from ever so often. When I got back to my gf from high school though I always could so I knew it was performance anxiety. Until last year...
I built my first gaming rig, got high speed internet (the type that got me downloading movies in 3 minutes). My porn consumption skyrocketed, HIGH DEFINITION pornography, was loving it. My gf couldn't make it to my house? No problem. I've got kapri styles online, I Don't need her. This continued until late last year. I met this chick n had some amazing sex at her place that night. Next morning we woke up she told me she wanted more. Old soldier wouldn't stand up. The girl is angry at me till this very day. She thinks I just had sex with her cuz she was requesting it a lot and wouldn't go another round cause I wasn't attracted to her.
Boom! Christmas 2016. Had sex with my on n off gf the night after. We went to a party n over did it on red wine. Came home drunk n had sex that night. Woke up the next day n she wanted sex before work, old soldier wouldn't stand at all. This is where I knew something had gone wrong. I was completely comfortable around this girl. She's seen me clothed, naked, fat, skinny, showered together, had sex in a million places etc. My soldier would stand the second she mentions sex or have her butt brush against my pelvic region. (Oh forgot to mention I didn't just do porn, Girls say I'm attractive, I'm confident, learned how to attract women so I always have a tonne a girls sending me nudes n we always sext. So when it ain't pornography it was me n some chick sending nudes n masturbating)
I talked to her, stated it must be my anxiety or the bad eating habits I've been having over the past few weeks. I went back to work after New Years. Did a lil sexting n porn but started noticing that my dick is unusually soft. Even for porn which always got me hard. I started doing research again (I had minimal knowledge of the effects of porn). I always thought I was immune to the stuff n it wouldn't affect me. I stumbled upon a YouTube channel named Improvement Pill (y'all should check him out). Then on this website yourbrainonporn. I started reading n decided ama do a reboot. Not only will I reboot but I'll eat foods healthy for my penis and I got into meditation. Been doing this for about two weeks now. A week ago I saw a girl I met two years ago, haven't seen her since. I sparked up the connection, kissed her n got her to have sex with me. I couldn't keep my erection all the way but I was doing loads better. She enjoyed it, flew out a country n loves me as hell. (I'm replying to her messages while typing this) I have two new girls at work that wanna rape my life away n they will be the next I was experiment with.
What inspired me to write this post tho is the fact that I woke up this morning. Not thinking about sex, porn or even women. I had massive morning wood. Hard like a tree trunk, thing took almost half hour to go away (maybe 28 minutes). This is massive improvement, I've been having morning wood since I decided to quit the porn, sexting and masturbating. I deleted all the nudes from my phone, all the videos I made of me having sex with girls. Chicks still sent me nudes over the time period but I have a peek, delete and compliment whatever boob, booty or vagina I saw. Never once have I decided to dive into bed get hard n send her some pics n start sexting.
I dunno if this is too early for a success story but I'm loving the feel. Know what let's not call it a success story, let's call it a progress story. I'm gonna continue updating this thread to motivate guys out there. I should be having sex with at least one of these new girls this coming week (I hope at least). I'll report with what goes down. Peace out guys!
FORMULA
-porn-sexting-masturbation+exercise+eating healthy+willpower to reboot = ROCK HARD ERECTIONS
If you guys want me to provide links to the information I used or write in detail how I eat, meditate and cope with the stuff just lemme know.