growingstronger
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Hey everyone. So I made it a good 3 weeks no PMO. I went through flatline. Got fairly consistent morning wood which I hadn't had in a while and also had a WD. (though it was a porn related dream...sigh) On exactly the day of my 3rd week, I was flipping through channels on the TV and saw a stripper on HBO. The sensation was too much and I immediately MO'd. (Talking maybe 20 seconds) After a few days I was feeling back to speed. I did not binge but the chaser was too much and after 4 days, decided to peek at a cam girl. The mind has its ways. Again, it was too much and I MO'd. (One cam girl maybe 20 seconds.) I mean, its crazy how fast my body reacted toward release. Since then I went into deep flatline. The flatline started around day 30. The next few days I had no morning wood, but would get semi erect looking at girls on the beach sometimes. I also became obsessed with testing one day, and was able to become erect from touching, no fantasy with enough time. I'm worried the testing hurt me even more. Did I ruin all of my progress from the first month toward erectile health? The reason I'm asking is because two weeks from now I'm going to see a girl I really like and I feel like I'm working against the clock now. I'm sure the two incidents hurt me a little, but I did not binge or even look at anything that intriguing. Just a naked body once, and once more as a chaser a few days later. It is a shame I O'd so quickly but it was very pent up from the weeks leading up I guess. I have read a lot about a second flatline around day 30. Could this possibly be whats going on? Or am I starting from the very beginning again? Its driving me nuts and there are no answers to this. I've been flatlining for 6 days now and just received my first morning wood again this morning. It stayed solid for a long, long time so that is a good sign. I'm going complete monk mode. No touching what so ever for the next two weeks and hoping for the best! I really hope someone has some insight into this because I have no idea where I stand in my reboot and it is giving me a tremendous amount of anxiety. Thanks everyone for their help.