Hi everyone,
Im new here im 35 and been destroying myself with porn since I was A teen.Never thought notheing of it.Been with girls over the years but limited because of PIED,same as a lot of the guys here cant perform.Was so into porm and pmo Ide rather be doing that, girls sort of become nothing to me because the porn is all I needed to get off.
Comes to about 1 year ago my libido left me my dick shrivled up,I thought I was in a flatline (had heaps over the years) But since libido and erections left me I kept musterbating to porn because of habit.I have been getting nothing out of it,musterbating with no erection and ejaculating with no erection for over the last year.I think I have totaly done myself in.
I have had a few blood tests over the year but were all fine.Im A moderate to a bit of a hardore beer drinker.
So I have been 7 days no porn or musterbation,balls are a bit sore but.I have no urge to look and fap over porn im totaly just past and over it,its the devil,I wanna be normal again I want to have a girlfriend.So im going to run a 90 day hardmode,7 days in im feeling pretty good for no porn no wanking and no drinking,drinking in excess has probley added to my ed.I moved into a new resort with pools and gym ect and close to the beach,away from my other drinking buddies.I need to sort myself out,cant belive all the years of porn usage could ruin me.Totaly fried my brain from this shit,so now to start my road to recovery.
Im new here im 35 and been destroying myself with porn since I was A teen.Never thought notheing of it.Been with girls over the years but limited because of PIED,same as a lot of the guys here cant perform.Was so into porm and pmo Ide rather be doing that, girls sort of become nothing to me because the porn is all I needed to get off.
Comes to about 1 year ago my libido left me my dick shrivled up,I thought I was in a flatline (had heaps over the years) But since libido and erections left me I kept musterbating to porn because of habit.I have been getting nothing out of it,musterbating with no erection and ejaculating with no erection for over the last year.I think I have totaly done myself in.
I have had a few blood tests over the year but were all fine.Im A moderate to a bit of a hardore beer drinker.
So I have been 7 days no porn or musterbation,balls are a bit sore but.I have no urge to look and fap over porn im totaly just past and over it,its the devil,I wanna be normal again I want to have a girlfriend.So im going to run a 90 day hardmode,7 days in im feeling pretty good for no porn no wanking and no drinking,drinking in excess has probley added to my ed.I moved into a new resort with pools and gym ect and close to the beach,away from my other drinking buddies.I need to sort myself out,cant belive all the years of porn usage could ruin me.Totaly fried my brain from this shit,so now to start my road to recovery.
