Reboot_Dude
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I've been aware of rebooting now for around 240 days, ish. I've been trying my best but keep making a mess of things. It took me a while to realise what I can and can't do, that my issues probably relate to things other than porn itself - the other sex substitutes like sexting etc. I've been great at avoiding porn, almost entirely, but I have also relapsed several times for various reasons. The biggest streak I have managed is about 50 days, then a few around 30. I am not proud of that fact, but I do feel I have still learned things and progressed a little. I know I'm more confident with girls and had 'encounters' with four different women in 2016, which is a LOT for me!
BUT I still think I have a problem with ED and I desperately want to complete a perfect hardmode of 90-120 days. At this point, it's as much to prove to myself that I can do it as much as wanting to try and heal my problem. I want it done within a year of starting and I can still do that if I hold out until June.
Wish me luck, I think I'll need it!
BUT I still think I have a problem with ED and I desperately want to complete a perfect hardmode of 90-120 days. At this point, it's as much to prove to myself that I can do it as much as wanting to try and heal my problem. I want it done within a year of starting and I can still do that if I hold out until June.
Wish me luck, I think I'll need it!