completed 87 days...

BanPorn

Member
hi

so i am checking in on the day 88.
i think i have got back 70% of the full sensitivity.
i can get erections by thinking of real life girls. Not the hard one but i was not this sensitive for last 5 to 6 years.

As Gabe says you should get hard erection just by touching your penis when you are relaxing, In my case, i am not experiencing this much sensitivity nor 100% hard erections but i think i am on my way.

I was not so active person. I was lethargic person, and always procrastinate. For the first two months of rebooting.
But after being active i think i have improved a lot.
After 70 days, i started to get morning woods about 3-4 times a week about 60% hard. But i have not got them for a week maybe because i have hit the another flatline or maybe because i am not sleeping and waking at regular times for last week.

Thigs that have improved.

Anxiety
i have started to see considerable drop in anxiety. I have googled in past for controlling my thoughts, but after two months of reboot, i can control my thoughts with less effort. That i have improved.

Restleness
i am more relaxed after sleep and take less time to fall asleep. Restlessness has improved.

Insomnia
for last 3-4 years, i had so much trouble sleeping. i could lay in bed for 3 to 4 hours staring at sealing and just thinking. But i think my insomnia has reduced.
I remember time when about 3 years ago, even if i sleep early, i had problem waking up. even after 8 hours sleep, i used to feel exhausted. My head hurt constantly while waking up. I think i have now less problem waking up, if slept late.

Concentration
concentration while studying has improved a bit.

I feel less depressed.

Social
i feel to be more social. However sometime i feel like to be alone, but i don't like that now.

Libido
my libido has improved a bit. I want to pursue a girl and want to makeout with her rather than fapping to screen.

After Reboot i have planned to watch porn never again, But can i read sex stories or watch playboy magazine sometimes? I will not fap to the photos. i will always use my imagination.

I feel more dehydrated. Is that common in flatline?
 

Death Trap

Active Member
What do you mean by feeling dehydrated? Also, I don't think it's good idea to look at playboy or other types of software, but it's your life. Congratulations.
 

Big H

Active Member
"But can i read sex stories or watch playboy magazine sometimes?" No. Sounds like a terrible idea that'll lead to relapse.
 
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Stowe2010

Guest
It's great to see that you're anxiety, restlessness and many other things have improved. And congratulations on making it 88 days without using.  It's good to know for someone who is working on making it through those 20th day that many of the symptoms to improve with time. I do have to agree with everyone know that looking at playboy and other stuff like that might lead to relapse so be careful.
 
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