I need help!!!!!

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survivor

Member
Survivor here.

I was triggered by an image I saw this morning. I wife just left me alone for a half an hour. I need to be in touch with all of you RIGHT NOW!!!!!!

The urge is strong. The thought that I could just sneak a quick peek now and nobody would ever know is very prevalent in my head right now.

But... not goin' there! No way no how! Talkin' to you folks instead. Half an hour. I can make it. I will make it. Gotta get back to being busy.


Hangin' in there.
 
I@andothis

I@andothis

Member
I need help!!!!

Stay strong....you can do it.  The first part of this journey will be tough but you can make it.  One day at a time.  Can wait to hear about the triumph.
 
S

survivor

Member
Still sober but the pull is really strong right now. I'm alone for most of the day tomorrow. I had not expected to see that image this morning but it's really grabbed hold of me. I can feel the ache in my gut I want it so bad. I'm in a really dangerous place right now.

Need your well wishes everybody. I'll check in tomorrow morning.


Still survivin'

Survivor
 
I@andothis

I@andothis

Member
Make a concerted effort to do something different than staying at home for tomorrow.  Get out of the house... go for a walk, catch a movie, call up a friend... just make the effort to do something different to get your mind off of the garbage. 

Stay strong my friend.  You can make it.  We all know what you are going through right now.  We've all been there.  We made it past the first day and so can you.

Looking forward to hearing about the good decisions you made.
 
OldHornyGuy

OldHornyGuy

Active Member
We are all pulling for you, Survivor!  This is a very sexualized world in which we live and we can help but be surrounded by triggers, but keep focusing on what is real and what is (lousy) fantasy.  Stay in the real world, my friend, your wife and others are waiting for you here.

Peace and Stay Strong!
 
S

survivor

Member
Survivor here.

Still clean. But here I sit, isolated and craving big time. Can't shake that image I stumbled across yesterday. I went looking for it five minutes ago. Thankfully I did not find it. Thought I'd write to you people instead. Got too many healthy things to get to today. But oh how my gut aches for porn right now.

Think I'll cut the grass today. And I've got 3 1/2 hours of grass to cut so maybe I can sweat this thing out.

Gotta get to work. Keep me in your thoughts.
 
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little179

Member
mate, hope all is well. just think of tomrrow and how you will feel if you fail....there is so much better in life than staring at porn and wasting the time away. time is the ONLY thing we have so little of, we cannot afford to waste it....hope the lawns went well!!!keep in touch
 
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