quitonceandforall
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Hello all, Gonna make this quick as I have to get back to work. Was on your brainrebalanced forum and posted occasionally but mostly just read. The have server errors at the moment so moving here for now.
Been suffering from pied and low libido(I think mostly caused by P) off and on for many years. At this point I am in a cycle of relapsing every 2-4 weeks now, which is alot better then some of my past but seems to keep me in a perpetual flatline. Atleast I have gotten away from the all day deathgrip edging sessions that do the worst physical and mental damage. SO what works for me has always been hardmode. As soon as I start MOing or peeking it leads to PMO.
I had somewhat successful sex almost a week ago, but with the server down at yourbrainrebalanced and being alone, I slipped up today and I still get way more hard to porn as I noticed this morning.
I believe myself to be 95% cured as well as just about able to completely quit looking at porn, I just can't seem to gather that last bit of strength needed.
Its so frustrating but we can never give up this battle. Planning is key, it seems I am going to have to start more energy and time into planning and prevention.
Hello all, Gonna make this quick as I have to get back to work. Was on your brainrebalanced forum and posted occasionally but mostly just read. The have server errors at the moment so moving here for now.
Been suffering from pied and low libido(I think mostly caused by P) off and on for many years. At this point I am in a cycle of relapsing every 2-4 weeks now, which is alot better then some of my past but seems to keep me in a perpetual flatline. Atleast I have gotten away from the all day deathgrip edging sessions that do the worst physical and mental damage. SO what works for me has always been hardmode. As soon as I start MOing or peeking it leads to PMO.
I had somewhat successful sex almost a week ago, but with the server down at yourbrainrebalanced and being alone, I slipped up today and I still get way more hard to porn as I noticed this morning.
I believe myself to be 95% cured as well as just about able to completely quit looking at porn, I just can't seem to gather that last bit of strength needed.
Its so frustrating but we can never give up this battle. Planning is key, it seems I am going to have to start more energy and time into planning and prevention.