New situation, scared of a relapse.

[campjac3]

I'm just getting going in my reboot and I recently moved back to my college apartment for the school year. To make things worse, I just got a new android that I couldn't find an effective blocker app for it. Due to the increase in privacy and ease of access, I'm scared that I may  relapse. I really am committed to rebooting myself and moving forward in my life. I just feel more tempted to pmo now. Do any of you guys know of a good blocker for android? Your thoughts and encouragement would be appreciated. Thanks

 

[jkkk]

Sorry for not replying directly to your question, but - what is it that makes you think you might relapse?

What is going on with your emotion? Are you scared of something? Do you feel pressure regarding eg. the next year in college? Do you feel lonely out there?

I'm not diminishing the role of a blocker, it's important to stop any of us from accidentaly stumbling into dangerous material, but in my view the chaser effect that you feel is all the more stronger when something is going on with you emotionally.

What do you think?

 

[campjac3]

I think that it is at least partially due to the fact that I don't have a good support group here at college as compared to at home. At home 4/6 of my family members knew and were supporting me, while at college I have no one who even knows about my addiction. I don't doubt my own inner strength I just feel weaker in this situation. I know that it would be helpful to tell my room mate about my addiction but porn addiction is taboo for the college world in my opinion and I don't want to mess with our relationship.