I am totally addicted to Porn. To the Point I can't climax without

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I've never been on a Date. I've never Had sex. I am going to be 37 years old on July 30th. I've been viewing porn everyday collecting images and videos since we got our first computer back in 1998. I would of been 17 going on 18. I have subscribed to paying porno sites. I have burned videos to dvd/V-cd. I've noticed changes a long time ago. The first time I masturbated I was in the Bath Tub and well I was having an orgasm my penis was throbbing and because no semen came out and it was a Dry orgasm my Hardon was acting like a musical installment it was making noises i guess as I was having the orgasm hair was being forced out my penis and an erect penis is like a flute. I was really worried someone would hear.

I used to stand in the shower and masturbate and once I would ejaculate I would get weak in the knees and bump my head on the shower door or the wall. then it got to the point i couldn't reach climax standing. then it became I could only climax laying on my back. I bought a SEX TOY since it was on sale. its really soft and floppy its a masturbator. I tried using it on my back on my bed. couldn't get anywhere and i tried again while having a bath still nothing. Its basically supposed to simulate having intercourse. maybe the toy is just bad it was on sale

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some guys may love being able to go really long before they ejaculate but there are times when I just know I am not going to climax no matter how much I masturbate and I will quit.

I bought this little book probably 3 inches tall and 2 inches wide. I write the Date, whether I masturbated and whether I ejaculated or not.

I would love to be in a relationship. Adore Romantic movies.

Its taking much much longer more masturbation before it even feels good and then I can feel I am climaxing and I like any guy know when I am going to blow. 

I don't believe there are many Men here who have never had sex. if they stop masturbating at least they are getting a sexual release with their sexual partners.

I usually need to be looking at porn to get off or get a natural erection. an Erection that occurs on its own without needing to massage my penis to get it.

I take 5 different prescriptions for Anxiety and Depression.
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