Reboot_Dude
Active Member
I've had a poor record with my rebooting so far in terms of relapses into MO, but am currently at my best streak yet of 55 days and I'm feeling 100% in control, like I could do another 55 without even thinking about it. I had hoped to get to at least 120 days.
However, an opportunity has arisen with a girl I had a major thing for at University, it's about 9 years down the line and through chats online we've revealed that we would have liked to have had sex back then. She's in the area and so I'm given a chance to hook up with her. She's aware of my problem too.
I'm just trying to comprehend that this is a good thing potentially and can be seen as a rewiring attempt as well as some fun... my streak will continue, I'll just have had some attunement to a real human girl! Right??
However, an opportunity has arisen with a girl I had a major thing for at University, it's about 9 years down the line and through chats online we've revealed that we would have liked to have had sex back then. She's in the area and so I'm given a chance to hook up with her. She's aware of my problem too.
I'm just trying to comprehend that this is a good thing potentially and can be seen as a rewiring attempt as well as some fun... my streak will continue, I'll just have had some attunement to a real human girl! Right??
