Basically my story starts out when I was in about 7th grade or 6th grade can't remember. I was at my friends house at he asked did I want to watch a porno and me being 12 or 13 and curious so I was like sure. The funny thing is I remember watching it for the first time and I was disgusted. I didn't understand how anybody could watch this stuff and it just felt wrong in general. But when I got back home I masturbated for the first time and ever since then I haven't stopped. I got a ipod for Christmas around 9th grade and that's when the porn came in to play along with masturbation. Around my junior year I was about to I tried to have sex with my gf twice and it just wouldn't get up. Right then I knew it had to be something wrong. I didn't decide to look up anything about until my freshman year of college and that's when I found nofap on reddit and YBOP. Eventually that led me to this site from wathing Gabe Deems youtube videos and here I am. Lastly ill be posting on here almost daily for my journal.