Survivor here.
I have not felt a real need to check in lately. However, I know that in itself is a pretty good reason to check in.
I've got approx. 24 days sober but the craving to 'take a peek' has been pretty strong lately. I've been sitting here for the last hour waiting for my wife to go to bed so I could do just that. Well... instead I just reread my history and reminded myself of all the reasons I don't want to do 'just that'. So... here I am writing to you folks instead.
I don't know if I'll never go back to porn again. But I do know I'm not going there tonight.
Good night friends.
I have not felt a real need to check in lately. However, I know that in itself is a pretty good reason to check in.
I've got approx. 24 days sober but the craving to 'take a peek' has been pretty strong lately. I've been sitting here for the last hour waiting for my wife to go to bed so I could do just that. Well... instead I just reread my history and reminded myself of all the reasons I don't want to do 'just that'. So... here I am writing to you folks instead.
I don't know if I'll never go back to porn again. But I do know I'm not going there tonight.
Good night friends.
