I had been looking ahead to this day as a significant event but I just feel, and it's the truth, that this is just another day! 17-0 was something I wrote on my calendar many times (projecting ahead) and had to cross out and move to a different date because of instances of PMO, but now here I am.
It does feel good, but naturally now that I am here my mind jumps ahead to the next "milestone," which is perhaps 35-0, as I also had gone 35 days without M (but 3 P's). After that I guess it will be 90 days then 120 then forever which are my goals, but I've learned that it doesn't pay to think ahead! One day at a time!
I have felt, perhaps, in recent weeks and days less restlessness and discontent. Unsure if that is related to the reboot or not but I'll take it. I also feel like I have a little more energy and feel more at ease and confident out in the world. My acne might be getting better too and my throat seems clearer some mornings, but I also wonder if these are placebos. Again, though, I'll take it!
I have still had periodic thoughts of P and moments where I consider watching it, as recently as yesterday evening in fact. So as I said, one day at a time and I need to stay vigilant if I am to be successful. Vigilant on what I am doing though, NOT having my mind on porn and my streak.
