AppleJack
Active Member
I've had two "timestamp" moments in my life. Things that have happened that split me into before and after. One was discovering who I was really married to and developing ptsd from the discovery. 11 months on and I still struggle daily with symptoms of ptsd and at times am overcome with grief for the person I was before discovery. I feel safe no where because I get tortured by the trauma embedded in my soul. I know from going through a timestamp before (almost 21 years ago) there is no going back, no amount of healing ever puts a soul back how it was, the best to look forward to is integrating into a new me, I just hope I can find some colour to put back in.
http://www.sandraleedennis.com/trauma/
http://www.sandraleedennis.com/trauma/