Hi people, i have 20 years, I am new to this forum and i want to share with you my struggle with masturbation.
I masturbated from age 13 , sometimes 5 time/day , when i was 15 or 16 i've started to see the bad effects of masturbation then i reduce it to 1 time/day , at 18 i masturbated 3 times a day then pause for 1 week , after that i reduce it to 1 time a week and then i discovered prone masturbation.
I masturbated mixed prone and normal masturbation but the prone masturbation felt so good i never experienced such a good orgasm i was shaking and sweating after prone masturbation.And after prone masturbation i started to laugh from nothing when i was masturbating normal i cant laugh to anything i was so antisocial and can't do anything with my life.
I reduced this as well i only masturbated prone and sometimes normal just 3 times one day then 1 month pause.After this i had oral sex with a girl and felt so bad just like normal masturbation i was sad can't laugh can't communicate ... At this point i thought i was cureless and i was very depressed.
I stopped my masturbation for 2 months and felt normal no depression i was social again , but i found out that when i washed out my glans or just touch them i feel exactly the same as when i was masturbating normal : sad , cant laugh from nothing , cant communicate normal , fatigue , insomnia , i was isolated from other people.
Then i started new way of masturbation just pressure my penis without touching the glans , had the same effect as prone masturbation.
So now i am not sure if i can get rid of this problem , I never heard or seen something on the Internet about this problem , so is there someway to cure my glans ?
PS : Masturbation caused me a lot of problems: can't concentrate, insomnia, fatigue , prostate , rhinitis and a lot more i can't think about now...
I masturbated from age 13 , sometimes 5 time/day , when i was 15 or 16 i've started to see the bad effects of masturbation then i reduce it to 1 time/day , at 18 i masturbated 3 times a day then pause for 1 week , after that i reduce it to 1 time a week and then i discovered prone masturbation.
I masturbated mixed prone and normal masturbation but the prone masturbation felt so good i never experienced such a good orgasm i was shaking and sweating after prone masturbation.And after prone masturbation i started to laugh from nothing when i was masturbating normal i cant laugh to anything i was so antisocial and can't do anything with my life.
I reduced this as well i only masturbated prone and sometimes normal just 3 times one day then 1 month pause.After this i had oral sex with a girl and felt so bad just like normal masturbation i was sad can't laugh can't communicate ... At this point i thought i was cureless and i was very depressed.
I stopped my masturbation for 2 months and felt normal no depression i was social again , but i found out that when i washed out my glans or just touch them i feel exactly the same as when i was masturbating normal : sad , cant laugh from nothing , cant communicate normal , fatigue , insomnia , i was isolated from other people.
Then i started new way of masturbation just pressure my penis without touching the glans , had the same effect as prone masturbation.
So now i am not sure if i can get rid of this problem , I never heard or seen something on the Internet about this problem , so is there someway to cure my glans ?
PS : Masturbation caused me a lot of problems: can't concentrate, insomnia, fatigue , prostate , rhinitis and a lot more i can't think about now...