anhaedra
Active Member
Been rebooting since February, with the occasional relapse (mostly MO without the P). Last few months have been very successful, almost no relapses. It's become a "new way of life" if you will.
But I'm in doubt here... I've turned asexual. I've no interest in sex, and very little interest in women / dating. The only spontaneous boners I get are noctural / morning wood, quite consistently I must add, which is definitely an improvement over pre-reboot times.
Still, am I in a prolonged flatline? Or could it be, that cutting out all sexual input from my life -- I am single and currently not dating -- has just shut everything off? Am I still making progress this way, or is this more like a stalemate situation? I'm a bit troubled this "monk mode" is doing more harm than good.
Quick personal details: 33 years old, started watching porn around 15, have had multiple relationships, some of them sexually satisfying. Started suffering first from delayed ejaculation a few years back, then erectile dysfunction in February, which started my reboot. Last sexual encounter was around May... 100% erection yet no ejaculation.
Please tell me if I should go on rebooting... or what symptoms I should look for to know I'm still recovering.
But I'm in doubt here... I've turned asexual. I've no interest in sex, and very little interest in women / dating. The only spontaneous boners I get are noctural / morning wood, quite consistently I must add, which is definitely an improvement over pre-reboot times.
Still, am I in a prolonged flatline? Or could it be, that cutting out all sexual input from my life -- I am single and currently not dating -- has just shut everything off? Am I still making progress this way, or is this more like a stalemate situation? I'm a bit troubled this "monk mode" is doing more harm than good.
Quick personal details: 33 years old, started watching porn around 15, have had multiple relationships, some of them sexually satisfying. Started suffering first from delayed ejaculation a few years back, then erectile dysfunction in February, which started my reboot. Last sexual encounter was around May... 100% erection yet no ejaculation.
Please tell me if I should go on rebooting... or what symptoms I should look for to know I'm still recovering.