Trying this again...what the heck

[Gunner]

So was really enjoying porn for a few years and still able to perform with women. But something inside of me wanted to enjoy the sexual act more than the porn release. Porn release always felt more satisfying and something inside of me felt that to be fundamentally wrong. The porn is so amazing good these days and only getting better. As I get older and younger women look so much better than women my age...porn seems to be the only way to sexual gratification.

So the hard truth is something that good must be given up. As we get older it seems choices come down to what is the least worse of two options. And so giving up porn to enjoy physical intimacy again is probably worth it. How many days that will last...uggg.

 

[Gracie]

Well dont drink the koolaid and think old is ugly and young is sexy.  Porn actually convinced my husband I did not want sex!  And we are way past 40.  I suppose all the men over forty lusting after young ones all look their 20 year old best now. 

 

[Gunner]

Well I don't have any problems getting with women half my age or younger. The last girl I was with was an Asian swimsuit model and the sex was really intense. But even that got boring after about a month and porn still never got boring, never stopped attempting, and always ended easily with an intense O. Hard to give up something that fun and pleasurable but I guess thats why giving up an addiction is so hard.

 

[Gunner]

So it has been 3 or 4 weeks and no porn or M. Was with four different girls four days in a row last weekend...two were new and two I had been with before. Not much problem reaching O with the ugly ones....benefit of no PMO I guess.

But then I get a herpes outbreak on Wed which sidelines things with everyone...bummer. And my rational mind says...well if I am going to be on the sidelines for a week, what is the harm of cleaning the pipes with some good ole' HD porn?

And what it comes down to is simple math: energy+boredom+easy access=PMO.

So to fight the math of the problem...the one thing I can control is boredom....just keep myself engaged in other activities...