I'm a day 199, I haven't been on here in about a month due to the fact that my kids have been home with me through the summer along with my wife. My wife and kids have recently went back to school/work just this week, last two weeks I find myself looking at women on the streets more and feeling a lot more horny. I was hoping that at this time in my life [199 days] that I wouldn't be struggling, but I still am. My wife and I haven't been intimate in the last three years, due to the fact that I had an affair and now this porn issue doesn't help. I talk to her about how I feel, we are in counseling, I'm just hanging in there I guess. I thought I would reach out here and tell my story to help me realize what I'm doing. Some days I feel like going to get a prostitute and releasing myself with this lady just thinking that I would feel better after and I know I probably won't, but somewhere in my mind tells me that I would like it. I honestly need to feel a woman, I need the intimacy with a woman, and unfortunately my wife is not doing it for me due to the fact of MY issues.