Untolerable
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Mortifying - A constant State of Disappointment
I cannot believe I am finding myself a member of a forum concerning ED ? being age 24.
I did not realize porn was the culprit of my ED for years, rather I thought it was a host of other issues.
My problem isn?t even so much as the ED ? as it is the embarrassment of being hit with the ED. A week ago, I had one of the beautiful ladies I date ? ready to go.
Needless, to say I was not ? this has now occurred 4 times with 4 different people over the past 6 months. ? and it has occurred many more times in the past.
This weekend a girl, a former runway model ? is having a birthday party at a famous club in my city. We have been somewhat close over the past 6 months, and have talked about sex.
I fear she is expecting it ? and the performance of a lifetime from me ? I have acquired a six pack and look good, and can constantly date multiple people no problem. The problem is once things get into the bedroom, it doesn?t happen, disappointment looms ? often they initially think it is them, and I inform them it is me, but it is the last we see each other because I can?t face them after the initial embarrassment or they just want to have fun.
Likewise, another girl that I am dating came over Saturday, and we were watching a movie in my bed, and she brought up the fact we had not had sex yet about 100x. I told her we would talk about it later, but many text blasting me, asking why I don?t find her sexually attractive, why can?t I just ?put out? for her, why am I playing so hard to get. ? it is just soul crushing because I also want to engage in sex ? I simply can?t.
Stumbled on this website about 4 months ago ? was dating another former runway model, absolutely gorgeous and she came over ? of course ED hit. She was furious and confused ? we still are friends but it is much different now.
I went to a doctor ? had some test done ? healthy, good T-levels ? ugh.
Stumbled on this website- made it 2 months FAB free.
Relapsed.
Made it another month.
Relapsed with the dreaded porn. ? three days in a row.
Made it about another month ? relapsed with porn.
I am now 5 days in, but so disappointed by how slow this process is and how much quicker I need things to pick up. I mean this is insane. I want this to come and go ? I?m 24 and meeting the most gorgeous women imaginable and even that makes no difference.
Started taking tribulous ? no help yet.
I cannot believe I am finding myself a member of a forum concerning ED ? being age 24.
I did not realize porn was the culprit of my ED for years, rather I thought it was a host of other issues.
My problem isn?t even so much as the ED ? as it is the embarrassment of being hit with the ED. A week ago, I had one of the beautiful ladies I date ? ready to go.
Needless, to say I was not ? this has now occurred 4 times with 4 different people over the past 6 months. ? and it has occurred many more times in the past.
This weekend a girl, a former runway model ? is having a birthday party at a famous club in my city. We have been somewhat close over the past 6 months, and have talked about sex.
I fear she is expecting it ? and the performance of a lifetime from me ? I have acquired a six pack and look good, and can constantly date multiple people no problem. The problem is once things get into the bedroom, it doesn?t happen, disappointment looms ? often they initially think it is them, and I inform them it is me, but it is the last we see each other because I can?t face them after the initial embarrassment or they just want to have fun.
Likewise, another girl that I am dating came over Saturday, and we were watching a movie in my bed, and she brought up the fact we had not had sex yet about 100x. I told her we would talk about it later, but many text blasting me, asking why I don?t find her sexually attractive, why can?t I just ?put out? for her, why am I playing so hard to get. ? it is just soul crushing because I also want to engage in sex ? I simply can?t.
Stumbled on this website about 4 months ago ? was dating another former runway model, absolutely gorgeous and she came over ? of course ED hit. She was furious and confused ? we still are friends but it is much different now.
I went to a doctor ? had some test done ? healthy, good T-levels ? ugh.
Stumbled on this website- made it 2 months FAB free.
Relapsed.
Made it another month.
Relapsed with the dreaded porn. ? three days in a row.
Made it about another month ? relapsed with porn.
I am now 5 days in, but so disappointed by how slow this process is and how much quicker I need things to pick up. I mean this is insane. I want this to come and go ? I?m 24 and meeting the most gorgeous women imaginable and even that makes no difference.
Started taking tribulous ? no help yet.