A long term "wisher" of quitting P

positive_beginning

Active Member
I have been wishing for too long. Or may be I tried. But back to square one after each attempt.
I had streaks for 40-50 days too.
This time I won't leave without quitting it completely.

My motivation:
To have real sex with real woman- This is huge. The depression just keeps me pulling down (I'm 32 year old - will be soon- virgin)
To be in complete control of my life and not let P control me.
To be a normal human being and not an addict
To be FREE and preach the horror of this new age addiction to as much people as I can


Other goals (apart from quitting P)

Write 1000 words daily --> Churn out the small guides
Run every morning
Go to gym daily for at least half an hour ---> Cut out the belly fat
Prospect 25-40 clients daily by mail and phone--> Grow revenue 3x times every month
Spend quality time with parents and relatives ---> Be the guy everyone loves in the family
Spend sometime every week with friends ---> Have a good friends circle
See what you eat ---> Cut out un healthy food
Fast 2 days a week
Regular with  daily prayers
Read a book every month


Strategy:

Since, most of the time it is on my bed that I do P, I would  sleep early. (This is going to be my cornerstone habit)
I would also turn off my wifi and all electronic devices and keep it in a cupboard just after I had dinner.
I would also not look to any woman











 

RealityCheck

Active Member
I love the positive energy.  I believe you can achieve all of those goals, just recognize it will take time and you can expect obstacles along the way.  Good luck, I look forward to hearing about your progress!
 

positive_beginning

Active Member
Thanks RG and RC for the replies.

I have failed again. I didn't get proper sleep. And somehow, in midst of working on my laptop at the dead of night, I failed to put up a stiff resistance to my temptations. Few minutes, though.
I'm very much tired now.

I know what I need to do. I need to sleep early. No compromise on that.

Nov 5th is my birthday, I want to be 30 days clean on that day.

Jan 5th = 90 days clean ===> That's the short-term goal for now.

I am starting a tracker to just be more positive about the whole thing.
 
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