Hi guys.
DAY FOUR
I am a 45 year old guy with a non-existent sex life due to ED. I discovered porn at a very early age, getting excited by magazines from about 8 and VHS tapes at around 12. Most of my adult life has been motivated by a search for privacy and porn to feed my addiction. In recent years my ED has got to such a stage that I often don?t even get hard while watching and masturbating to hard fetish porn.
About six months ago I decided to tackle my problems and have tried everything but the (what is now) obvious. I have lost two stones in weight, started working out and eating healthy food. I am genuinely in the best shape of my life. I gave up moderate drinking, experimented with and took supplements of L?argenine, Ginseng, Tribulus and Maca? nothing works.
A few weeks ago I had an opportunity to make love with a beautiful girl that I care for deeply. She is much younger than me, has the sweetest smile and a body to die for. I relied on Sildenafil citrate (Viagra) to help, yet still managed to fail miserably and that beautiful young thing is now fading rapidly from my life.
I am on day four of my reboot, not craving porn or masturbation but still feeling mildly alive and horny down there. Strangely enough, I have experienced the flatline before when I tried to give up PMO for about ten days? it freaked me out and I rushed back to get some life into my dying genitals? I believed in the old adage use it or lose it.
This time it is all or nothing, I am done with porn for good and hope to give the MO a rest for at least six weeks.
Wish me luck as this is probably the last chance saloon for me.
S
DAY FOUR
I am a 45 year old guy with a non-existent sex life due to ED. I discovered porn at a very early age, getting excited by magazines from about 8 and VHS tapes at around 12. Most of my adult life has been motivated by a search for privacy and porn to feed my addiction. In recent years my ED has got to such a stage that I often don?t even get hard while watching and masturbating to hard fetish porn.
About six months ago I decided to tackle my problems and have tried everything but the (what is now) obvious. I have lost two stones in weight, started working out and eating healthy food. I am genuinely in the best shape of my life. I gave up moderate drinking, experimented with and took supplements of L?argenine, Ginseng, Tribulus and Maca? nothing works.
A few weeks ago I had an opportunity to make love with a beautiful girl that I care for deeply. She is much younger than me, has the sweetest smile and a body to die for. I relied on Sildenafil citrate (Viagra) to help, yet still managed to fail miserably and that beautiful young thing is now fading rapidly from my life.
I am on day four of my reboot, not craving porn or masturbation but still feeling mildly alive and horny down there. Strangely enough, I have experienced the flatline before when I tried to give up PMO for about ten days? it freaked me out and I rushed back to get some life into my dying genitals? I believed in the old adage use it or lose it.
This time it is all or nothing, I am done with porn for good and hope to give the MO a rest for at least six weeks.
Wish me luck as this is probably the last chance saloon for me.
S