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EnigmaMan
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I've never had PIED, somehow I never reached a point where that occurred, mine was a crisis of conviction. Before I came to RN I had read several different books on the subject of PMO addiction, some Christian, some Secular. They all had helpful elements, strategies to help. For me, my greatest success has been while using RN last summer, I started out using a filter and an image blocker. I highly recommend "K9" as a filter and as a secondary line of defense the image blocker, "Pluckeye". Using these 2 tools in tandem I went 120+ days, but then the group of guys I kinda progressed with began to complete their reboots and left, which is normal. Satan is very cleaver, so very cleaver and I got the idea in my head to try and see if porn would still draw me in if I were to come across any. Typing that it sounds dumb to consider, but that is what transpired. Took a quick peak to see if any pull remained and WOW! It literally was the sensation of my hair being blown back at 100 MPH combined with a "hard-on" any porn star would admire, ZOOOM! and down I went... I now understand why heroine addicts who get clean, die when they fall off the wagon. After getting clean and being stimulant free for 4 months it was like I had a virgin brain again, just one hit gave me the high/rush I couldn't imagine with daily use, but the downer that came with it was just as powerful on the downside.Overcomer2017 said:I may get a cat. I love animals and always believed from a prior incident years ago that I was allergic to felines. An allergist today confirmed with two tests that at worst, I am barely allergic to them. I think this might be beneficial for rebooting (having to spend more time with Mr. Whiskers instead of Mr. Happy ;D).
I still have to think this through--financially and personally. I am the only inhabitant of my apartment since 2012. I've gotten used to the set-up.
EnigmaMan,
Just wondering if you used any audio/video products to help with the fight against PIED.
MY WARNING TO EVERYMAN, ONCE YOU GET CLEAN, DO NOT LOOK BACK!
For me I'd been an active porn user since I was 8, but once the internet provided porn on tap 24/7 it was game on for me for many, many years. Sadly for me, once i completed my reboot and then decided to test myself, I inadvertently discovered how to beat my filter/image blocker and they are now of no use to me, so I am working live without a net. Feel free to PM me if you want or just respond here, I check back at least once a day.
Later Dude,
Chip