57yrold
Active Member
30 days no PMO. Been in pretty much a solid shitty flatline.
My mood has kind of gone up and down, but generally down. Anxiety gets really bad sometimes.
Penis is dead. There is no life in my penis what so ever. I'm quite positive I'll never get an erection again in my lifetime.
We're supposed to go on a Thanksgiving vacation later on this morning, but if I could I'd cancel the whole thing and just stay home in bed. Fortunately I think most of our reservations are not refundable, so I'll be forced to go. Will try to make the best of it.
Can't sleep tonight, which doesn't help anything, but yesterday, and especially today I feel incredibly depressed. Not suicidal, but just want to lay in bed with the blinds closed, the lights off, and just lay there. That sounds like heaven to me I want to do that so bad.
Either way, I'm not going to PMO, so at least there's that...
Good luck to everyone here. May you achieve your goals and live your dreams
My mood has kind of gone up and down, but generally down. Anxiety gets really bad sometimes.
Penis is dead. There is no life in my penis what so ever. I'm quite positive I'll never get an erection again in my lifetime.
We're supposed to go on a Thanksgiving vacation later on this morning, but if I could I'd cancel the whole thing and just stay home in bed. Fortunately I think most of our reservations are not refundable, so I'll be forced to go. Will try to make the best of it.
Can't sleep tonight, which doesn't help anything, but yesterday, and especially today I feel incredibly depressed. Not suicidal, but just want to lay in bed with the blinds closed, the lights off, and just lay there. That sounds like heaven to me I want to do that so bad.
Either way, I'm not going to PMO, so at least there's that...
Good luck to everyone here. May you achieve your goals and live your dreams