This is my second time at it now. I am on day 52 after I had relapsed after over 200 days. This time around it?s a little harder for some reason and I don?t know why. I have urges all the time to go back to porn or even just masturbate. Everywhere I look it?s seems that there?s something that?s sexual going on in my life whether I?m watching TV and a commercial comes on with a woman that looks hot, or I?m at the gym working out and there?s a lady in tight pants, or shopping at the mall and I make I contact with another woman. it?s just too hard this time around. 52 days without any intimacy whatsoever is very hard, and to make matters worse I?m married and getting no affection there as well due to issues that I have caused in our relationship. She is aware of my porn problem and is supportive. I just don?t understand how you guys can go so long without. I feel that without using the porn now my urges are stronger to use it even though I?m not, not sure if that makes any sense or not? I guess what I?m trying to say that if I was using porn I wouldn?t be having the urge to want to use it as often as I feel like I need to use it now, still not sure if that makes sense