So Day 35.....I honestly came close a couple of times, but I was amazed at myself. I just couldn't do it. This is the longest I have gone without looking at porn since I was 15! Here is the kick in the ass...this last week I have had almost no interest in sex at all. Probably because my brain isn't playing a highlight reel 15 hours a day. I continue to be amazed at how quickly I have forgotten sooooo many scenes and scenarios that I thought would be stuck forever in my brain.
I really appreciate ANY body who writes and just encourages me! It makes me feel like I am not alone or wasting my time. The one thing I know for a fact is that I am human and can slip up at any time. That is why I am grateful for the flatline. I don't really have a number of days in mind but I know that every day without P is a victory!