andyaks5dd
Member
Day #14
Two weeks gone by and I am still peaceful. I have been showing no signs of irritation or over powering sexual thoughts. But my flat line is slightly gone. I am having a slight increase in urges. But I am able to enjoy stuff more and more. I played a card game with my friends yesterday and for the first time I was enjoying even when I was losing. I felt like it was more easier to be happy now. But I still got traits of the short temperedness. I just hope it gets better with time. I am not expecting my age old habits to go by stopping PMO, but it sure gave me a morale boost to change. I had another wet dream last night where I relapsed (in my dream). It was really helpful because it kind of introduced me to the amount of distress you go through after you relapse making me more strong mentally.
I just feel like my brain is internally dying to watch P and my suppression is making it do subconsciously .
Many more weeks to go!!
Two weeks gone by and I am still peaceful. I have been showing no signs of irritation or over powering sexual thoughts. But my flat line is slightly gone. I am having a slight increase in urges. But I am able to enjoy stuff more and more. I played a card game with my friends yesterday and for the first time I was enjoying even when I was losing. I felt like it was more easier to be happy now. But I still got traits of the short temperedness. I just hope it gets better with time. I am not expecting my age old habits to go by stopping PMO, but it sure gave me a morale boost to change. I had another wet dream last night where I relapsed (in my dream). It was really helpful because it kind of introduced me to the amount of distress you go through after you relapse making me more strong mentally.
I just feel like my brain is internally dying to watch P and my suppression is making it do subconsciously .
Many more weeks to go!!