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Hey everyone.
My name is Matt. I am 29. Gabe has already told my story to a T here https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kGGxXHBVDYU, even the same TV show on the playboy channel back in the day, with the old woman explaining where to find the G Spot.
I am here because last night, I had the most perfect, gorgeous, laid-back, and fun girl over at my house. She is everything I could ever ask for. The hottest thing I have ever laid a finger on. And in some naughty texting after a couple dates, she flat told me she was ready for sex. I bought condoms. This was planned out.
When she got here, everything went great, at first. We started fooling around, we took our clothes off... and then I could not get it up for her. No matter what we tried. We settled for me giving her oral but... this was supposed to be our magical first time. She was really cool about it, thank God.... but this is my "gabe" moment. When you can no longer deny the problem. Any straight man on the planet would give his left nut, just to have a shot with this girl... and I ended up jacking it to an image she sent me in her bikini on my phone, an hour after the real, breathing person was naked and all over me. That is not a natural evolutionary result of the encounter. I am in deep sh*t.
No more denial.
It's time. No more porn. I shared this with her, and she is being understanding. But I will be OK if she wants to stick around or not. I am very good looking and I'll survive if I lose her. I have turned down more sex than should even be legal, in favor of porn over the last few years. I can find another fish in this great big sea if I have to.
But before any of that, I have to stop this addiction NOW.
My name is Matt. I am 29. Gabe has already told my story to a T here https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kGGxXHBVDYU, even the same TV show on the playboy channel back in the day, with the old woman explaining where to find the G Spot.
I am here because last night, I had the most perfect, gorgeous, laid-back, and fun girl over at my house. She is everything I could ever ask for. The hottest thing I have ever laid a finger on. And in some naughty texting after a couple dates, she flat told me she was ready for sex. I bought condoms. This was planned out.
When she got here, everything went great, at first. We started fooling around, we took our clothes off... and then I could not get it up for her. No matter what we tried. We settled for me giving her oral but... this was supposed to be our magical first time. She was really cool about it, thank God.... but this is my "gabe" moment. When you can no longer deny the problem. Any straight man on the planet would give his left nut, just to have a shot with this girl... and I ended up jacking it to an image she sent me in her bikini on my phone, an hour after the real, breathing person was naked and all over me. That is not a natural evolutionary result of the encounter. I am in deep sh*t.
No more denial.
It's time. No more porn. I shared this with her, and she is being understanding. But I will be OK if she wants to stick around or not. I am very good looking and I'll survive if I lose her. I have turned down more sex than should even be legal, in favor of porn over the last few years. I can find another fish in this great big sea if I have to.
But before any of that, I have to stop this addiction NOW.
