The party is over

[seneca]

Thanks R, I think you?re right about the day counting. If I am committed to quitting for good, then day counting is irrelevant. 

 

[Totte]

Thanks R, I think you?re right about the day counting. If I am committed to quitting for good, then day counting is irrelevant.

Thats a good sign! Not feeling that you need a set amount of days!
Most be awesome to feel that!

Tom

 

[seneca]

Ok. I?ve been gone a year. A year of one week, lose it, one month,lose it, 10 days , lose it, etc.  I have come to realize that my failure is all due to my own arrogance.  It?s not ignorance. I?ve read the books and watched the videos. I?m fully aware. But my own hubris is defeating me.  I am smarter than everyone else.  I can manage porn just fine.  Just one more session and then I?ll quit.  Ugh. What an ass.
Today is Day 8

 

[J01]

Regardless of the reason for your past experiences, the fact is that your are here now, today, working on improving your life.  Best wishes and keep going! 

 

[seneca]

Thanks Jixu
Day 9. I?m still at that stage where my mental hard drive is still well stocked with porn.  Not only do I need to avoid internet porn, but also mental recall. It?s still fresh enough to be accessed.  I need to keep my mind occupied with healthy stuff. 

 

[seneca]

Day 11.  Listened to g Wilson radio files.  I need to change my beliefs.  I believe porn is bad for me.  But I have to learn to believe that ant porn is bad for me.

 

[Just Mike]

Hi, people! Glad to be here!
Its day 15 and I feel like shit! I am very ok with the fact that I finally realized how bad porn addiction is! I quit! For good!
But I am scared about my lack of libido and erection, I feel like I`ve had been amputated or smt! :|
This flatline I have to endure I dont khow for far too long to recover! Mentally Im almost fucked up: no energy, sadness, changing moods, depression, regrets, etc.
I was so stupid for far too long, Im so ashamed of myself!
I am thankful that I met an "easy girl" for sex, the girl was young and with a nice body, but my dick abandoned me! No erection, just a little joke! That was the moment when I realized what loser I am!  :-\

 

[J01]

Hi Seneca!  Hope you are staying engaged.  Take care!