Hi, my name is Edgar, Im a 28 year old guy from Europe and for the last 10 years I understood that i have problem with PMO, since my 18teens, when i had my first serious relationship, and things did not work as I expected, mainly because it wasnt like in those porn movies. I was introduced to porn when I was 11, first just magazines and then the fast speed internet came(Everyones story)
Fast forward to present, yeah, here I am, a grown, pretty good looking man, who works at a job he hates, no girlfriend, cause deep inside im afraid that i will fail at sex. When I succeed at abstaining for a week, I already feel that my view on life changes, I feel more, plan my life more, I see that im capable of so much more and that I build my life, but when I for some monkey brain reason fall back to PMO, i feel doomed, I know that I see woman as sex objects when I fall back to it.
I wanted to say thank you for this wonderful site and Yourbrainonporn, from doing it every day, I have more free Porn days than the fail days I won the ratio, but i want to cut if for good, forever, to win this battle once and for all! Thats why I decided to write it here, I have never told anyone about my addiction, you guys are the first ones, its feels good to finally talk about it.
So february 13th, I start from 0 and will never stop, I just want to be a normal, loving man!
Good luck everyone whos stuggling with this s*it, we will win
Fast forward to present, yeah, here I am, a grown, pretty good looking man, who works at a job he hates, no girlfriend, cause deep inside im afraid that i will fail at sex. When I succeed at abstaining for a week, I already feel that my view on life changes, I feel more, plan my life more, I see that im capable of so much more and that I build my life, but when I for some monkey brain reason fall back to PMO, i feel doomed, I know that I see woman as sex objects when I fall back to it.
I wanted to say thank you for this wonderful site and Yourbrainonporn, from doing it every day, I have more free Porn days than the fail days I won the ratio, but i want to cut if for good, forever, to win this battle once and for all! Thats why I decided to write it here, I have never told anyone about my addiction, you guys are the first ones, its feels good to finally talk about it.
So february 13th, I start from 0 and will never stop, I just want to be a normal, loving man!
Good luck everyone whos stuggling with this s*it, we will win