Hi. I'm new to the site. I'm a few weeks shy of 49 years old, and I've been addicted since I was about 20. Been struggling to beat it by myself with ups and downs but no long term success. I've been experiencing the porn-induced ED for several years and have to take viagra to be with my wife. She knows nothing of my addiction. It's the only thing I've ever hidden from her in the 30 years we've been together. I'm at the end of my rope, and I'm hoping I can finally overcome this with the help of a community like this one. If there is anyone looking for an accountability partner, I would welcome the opportunity. I've finally come to the conclusion that I am never going to beat this on my own.