Okay guys I start my journey today, a little back story is i learned about MO since first grade! yep that long ago saw some kid doing it in class and i followed along and started doing that all the time, super weird right? well I still grew up normal atleast what i think is normal, till about jr high. I was the class clown and everybody loved me in elementary I had a ton of friends, and then in jr. high I started getting really bad anxiety, guess what got added to the equation? the P part of PMO. I basically started losing all my friends from elementary because I was super awkward then I was tired all of the time literally fell asleep all the time in class was super skinny acne everywhere, the whole jist, never knew the reasoning behind the tiredness and anxiety and just being super shy and awkward.
Beginning of highschool i almost lost my virginity, sorry weird way to start a second paragraph but most people wont read if they see a whole glob in one big paragraph. It was impossible for me to get hard and this was my crush that I was super attracted to! missed that opportunity and never spoke of it again. The opportunity didnt arise again till senior year of highschool. Keep in mind I am a very attractive guy, I just have severe anxiety from feeling tired all the time! it feels like it takes my brain a little bit to process stuff. anywho this time it was to a girl i was dating for 2 months she basically had to suck me off for 30 minutes till it somewhat got decently hard we did it and i finished in like 30 seconds no joke.
After highschool and me and her stopped dating I kept up with the PMO I would go to parties all the time get drunk try sleeping with some of the most attractive girls that were from my highschool class, and I kid you not I failed 10 times I did not know what was wrong with me so I found my solution, VIAGRA. it made everything work the way it should, I know I should not be taking it but I failed so many times and so many great opportunities and relationships were ended because of the PIED.
Lets fast forward to modern day, now im in my mid twenties and I feel like I am falling apart and its all because of these symptoms that I have and I know its from PMO I must really be in the severe stage of it already at 24 here are my symptoms:
Severe back pain in lower back (I have an article I will put at the bottom that shows you the study of this.
Life feels like im just floating by in it severe brain fog and slow reaction
tired almost all the time
REALLY REALLY bad hangovers, which is also linked to the back study then PMO does shutdown/ slowdown liver function
PIED it literally will not work unless i take viagra
Unmotivated
I'm honestly never happy
Have to drink caffeine every day tons of it to get by
Irritable
Can't focus in on a conversation
puffy nipples ( raised estrogen) from stress from MO (my opinion)
So yeah in my opinion the symptoms of PMO are real I am living proof, if there is any kind of medical issue that would cause this other than PMO to shut me up then let me know, but i see alot of people come on this forum just to say hey man its all in your head masturbation is really healthy! These people have no idea, or they must of started M at a later age, like my friend didnt find out till he was 13 - 15 everything works fine on him, but he sure doesnt do it as regularly as I do.
I am starting my journey today, because this is rediculous I have dropped out of school I am losing hair from the stress and anxiety this puts me in, at around the 1-2 month mark I will start applying for a better job, I will post updates weekly ( every sunday ) commenting on my mood and back pain how the willy is working etc. Hopefully I can change someones life with my progression, or if it is just all in my head I will try to lay it to rest if this is all in peoples head or not.
Link to back pain article:
http://www.herballove.com/guide/lower-back-pain-caused-over-masturbation
Beginning of highschool i almost lost my virginity, sorry weird way to start a second paragraph but most people wont read if they see a whole glob in one big paragraph. It was impossible for me to get hard and this was my crush that I was super attracted to! missed that opportunity and never spoke of it again. The opportunity didnt arise again till senior year of highschool. Keep in mind I am a very attractive guy, I just have severe anxiety from feeling tired all the time! it feels like it takes my brain a little bit to process stuff. anywho this time it was to a girl i was dating for 2 months she basically had to suck me off for 30 minutes till it somewhat got decently hard we did it and i finished in like 30 seconds no joke.
After highschool and me and her stopped dating I kept up with the PMO I would go to parties all the time get drunk try sleeping with some of the most attractive girls that were from my highschool class, and I kid you not I failed 10 times I did not know what was wrong with me so I found my solution, VIAGRA. it made everything work the way it should, I know I should not be taking it but I failed so many times and so many great opportunities and relationships were ended because of the PIED.
Lets fast forward to modern day, now im in my mid twenties and I feel like I am falling apart and its all because of these symptoms that I have and I know its from PMO I must really be in the severe stage of it already at 24 here are my symptoms:
Severe back pain in lower back (I have an article I will put at the bottom that shows you the study of this.
Life feels like im just floating by in it severe brain fog and slow reaction
tired almost all the time
REALLY REALLY bad hangovers, which is also linked to the back study then PMO does shutdown/ slowdown liver function
PIED it literally will not work unless i take viagra
Unmotivated
I'm honestly never happy
Have to drink caffeine every day tons of it to get by
Irritable
Can't focus in on a conversation
puffy nipples ( raised estrogen) from stress from MO (my opinion)
So yeah in my opinion the symptoms of PMO are real I am living proof, if there is any kind of medical issue that would cause this other than PMO to shut me up then let me know, but i see alot of people come on this forum just to say hey man its all in your head masturbation is really healthy! These people have no idea, or they must of started M at a later age, like my friend didnt find out till he was 13 - 15 everything works fine on him, but he sure doesnt do it as regularly as I do.
I am starting my journey today, because this is rediculous I have dropped out of school I am losing hair from the stress and anxiety this puts me in, at around the 1-2 month mark I will start applying for a better job, I will post updates weekly ( every sunday ) commenting on my mood and back pain how the willy is working etc. Hopefully I can change someones life with my progression, or if it is just all in my head I will try to lay it to rest if this is all in peoples head or not.
Link to back pain article:
http://www.herballove.com/guide/lower-back-pain-caused-over-masturbation