Hi.I succumbed to urge and binged yesterday . While abstaining I was 100% refusing all fantasy but as soon as I watched it started to throw me ideas of how Ill be meeting these women for x fantasy.
I mean, if Im not watching I want none of it except having cravings and some confusions but as soon as I watch and brain goes in similar pattern I start scheming how I should organize my life around some fantasy whether with porn or finding a femdom chick on some bdsm site and trying things out with her or maybe just stop femdom porn and leave the rest.
What is going on here ?
I mean, if Im not watching I want none of it except having cravings and some confusions but as soon as I watch and brain goes in similar pattern I start scheming how I should organize my life around some fantasy whether with porn or finding a femdom chick on some bdsm site and trying things out with her or maybe just stop femdom porn and leave the rest.
What is going on here ?