DepressedAndOut
Active Member
Hello,
It's just so bloody annoying that, when you're feeling that you're exiting a flatline, a new one suddenly comes up! Like earlier today, this happened to me:
I was waiting at the bus stop, a beautiful women who had her top half-way down her beautiful breasts, came and stood next to me. Obviously I was looking at her, and yes, I felt a little erection there. It felt good. So, I get my phone out and see if she is on Tinder (bad idea it turned out!). Now, when I use Tinder, I scroll right all the time (to see who 'likes' me) without even looking at the pics (to avoid the effects of artificial sexual stimuli).
Unfortunately, on this occasion, for a second or so, my gaze turned towards the phone as I was scrolling right and saw a few pics of nice looking girls. Suddenly.... BOOOOPH! I felt a little bit of a dopamine in my head... (because I thought I had a match, which turned out to be one of those annoying adverts, but nonetheless, I believe my brain processed it as a match with a girl!).
Anyway, after that moment, my perception suddenly felt passive and numb. Throughout the day, I even nearly bumped into people quite a few times. My mind was simply not processing the external stimuli. The real sexual stimuli became none responsive. Only earlier in the day I was somewhat turned on by that woman at the bus stop.
What on earth is happening? Can the flatline simply occur during the day? (because I assumed it's a thing that occurs the day after the dopamine inducing activity. Something like that.)
It's just so bloody annoying that, when you're feeling that you're exiting a flatline, a new one suddenly comes up! Like earlier today, this happened to me:
I was waiting at the bus stop, a beautiful women who had her top half-way down her beautiful breasts, came and stood next to me. Obviously I was looking at her, and yes, I felt a little erection there. It felt good. So, I get my phone out and see if she is on Tinder (bad idea it turned out!). Now, when I use Tinder, I scroll right all the time (to see who 'likes' me) without even looking at the pics (to avoid the effects of artificial sexual stimuli).
Unfortunately, on this occasion, for a second or so, my gaze turned towards the phone as I was scrolling right and saw a few pics of nice looking girls. Suddenly.... BOOOOPH! I felt a little bit of a dopamine in my head... (because I thought I had a match, which turned out to be one of those annoying adverts, but nonetheless, I believe my brain processed it as a match with a girl!).
Anyway, after that moment, my perception suddenly felt passive and numb. Throughout the day, I even nearly bumped into people quite a few times. My mind was simply not processing the external stimuli. The real sexual stimuli became none responsive. Only earlier in the day I was somewhat turned on by that woman at the bus stop.
What on earth is happening? Can the flatline simply occur during the day? (because I assumed it's a thing that occurs the day after the dopamine inducing activity. Something like that.)