My jOurnaL tO Quit MaStuRbaTion...

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a_lovly_boy143

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helo guyZ... I was addicted to porn and masturbation since i was 13... It went unchanged until i turned 18(present).. I was very dissapointed with my erectionS and performance anxiety etc. Even while watching porn , i sometimes lost my erection even after paying full attention to them.. I searched it on the net and there i found YBOP .. It motivated me a lot and i am nOw determined to quit that horrible HABBIT.. Today is my almOst 13th day of no porn and 20th day of no MO.. And i see some improvements as well nOw a days.. Before starting this noPMO process.. There was lack of morning woods and spontaneous erections and even sometimes i tried to get it up but i could'nt. . The first week was much terrible and frustrating for me till nOw bcz i had strong craving of porn . The second one (present and about to finish) is a bit less panic. And  you guys please pray for me ..  i dont touch even my self except for bathing .i dont see at girls body and i try to concentrate just on their faces which is helping me a lot... I will keep updating my journal and you guys can ask for help any time .. And i will surely appreciate your motivating comments.
 
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today i had wet dream .. But on the other side i had a strong rock hard 20-25 minutes erection i.e morning wood. And i dont ever had such long hard erection ever after the age of 13 .. Am so happy at this and today is 14th day guyZ
 
PMOVictory

PMOVictory

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First of all Welcome

You are doing great! Keep it up! you will reap the benefits, and believe you me, they are far greater than what you at your age can fantom!

To answer your wet dreams, It is 100% normal. Don't stress about it take it as it comes.
It is your bodies natural way to get rid of build up semen that your body does not absorb, recycle, I do not know how active you are. Take up some sport or physical activity this should help. Remember you were used to jacking off, your body did not get enough time to build up enough semen to discharge during a wet dream. Now you are giving it the opportunity to do just that.

Stay strong and be Blessed!
 
PMOVictory

PMOVictory

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Glad you are having a good day and experience the inner happiness.
Take note of really how good it feels. You might want to tap into this feeling good experience when you are having a bad day. and then just remember how great you were feeling today will encourage you to stay strong and work through the shit. Coz trust me those days seem to be more devastating than the good ones.

Stay strong and be blessed!
 
PMOVictory

PMOVictory

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Congrats on day 20

If your mindset is tuned in you can have quick success.
I still find that my craving to Masturbate ant Orgasm is far greater than to look at porn.
The thing is Ming was up to about 25 years without porn so for me it is easy and quick to just M.
Since the reboot I've decided to cut out even that and this is where the challenge lies. Even though I went the full 90 day reboot and are now on 131 days without any P M & O.

Stay strong and be Blessed!
 
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a_lovly_boy143

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day 21...

I saw a dream (non sexual) that was very vivid..i ever had.. And the good thing is that nOw am nOt having wet dreams for seven days.. And the problem here today is that while watching an action movie (not romance or something) i got some droPs from my penis.. Whats this nOw? Is this nOrmal having dropS without having any thought? I never had such types of drops ..am worried a bit about it plz tell me fast guyZ
 
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day 22...
Feeling so horny and my body is crying for an orgasm bcz i have not had a wet dreams for 8 days now. Its good.sexual thoughts come repeatedly in my brain but i avoid them. But feeling verryyy horny .. But nO more cravings for porn now :)
 
PMOVictory

PMOVictory

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Just stay strong and persevere.

You are doing great. Don't worry to much about the drops, etc. Focus on educating yourself and do other things that will divert your attention from being horny!
 
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today at noOn .. I was watching a movie .. And there suddenly came a romance scene... I just ignored it ... But since that time i feel i had drops and am feeling a bit weak and since that time i had nO spontaneous erections... Is it also normal??????????????
 
PMOVictory

PMOVictory

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Just stay strong and persevere.

You are doing great. Don't worry to much about the drops, etc. Focus on educating yourself and do other things that will divert your attention from being horny!

Stay strong and receive the Blessing!
 
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a_lovly_boy143

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day 23.. Had a wet dream today .. Here is mOrning nOw.. I'll update later my feelings throughout the day .. But at this time feeling weakness due to WD.
 
PMOVictory

PMOVictory

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Glad for you!

It will all come together for you!
Just persevere and reap the reward!

Stay strong and receive the Blessing!
 
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day 24....today again had a wet dream.. Why am having so frequent wet dreams??feeling so angry about WD and expecting for a good day .here is mOrning nOw.
 
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