Hi All.
I know that there isn't any magic answers to any thoughts that i have, but i have to get theses thoughts out of my head b4 i go insane.
This porn thing is destroying my life, and prob a lot of ppl on this site. I used porn to medicate, i didnt consciously do this at the start - i just liked the high, but now i medicate porn addiction with porn, kinda of a catch 22.
So i hate porn, 3-days clean at the mo, although it doesnt feel very clean, i feel very unclean.
Neway, i just needed a vent for these emotions, i cant disclose this to my family or friends, it would just make things worse at the moment.
I think a good analogy for explaining rebooting could be reverse jenga
(well thats how i look at it rewiring - very shaky at the beginning but every time that you say no to porn you can put a block back in)
I know that there isn't any magic answers to any thoughts that i have, but i have to get theses thoughts out of my head b4 i go insane.
This porn thing is destroying my life, and prob a lot of ppl on this site. I used porn to medicate, i didnt consciously do this at the start - i just liked the high, but now i medicate porn addiction with porn, kinda of a catch 22.
So i hate porn, 3-days clean at the mo, although it doesnt feel very clean, i feel very unclean.
Neway, i just needed a vent for these emotions, i cant disclose this to my family or friends, it would just make things worse at the moment.
I think a good analogy for explaining rebooting could be reverse jenga
(well thats how i look at it rewiring - very shaky at the beginning but every time that you say no to porn you can put a block back in)