Hey everyone
Thanks for the great encouragement. I am sorry to say I messed up and had a relapse on Oct. 24. I was at 29 days and I messed up. I saw some suggestive advert (weak, I know) and it got me slowly going down the rabbit hole did I was watching porn again. Yes, I felt really terrible about it and no it wasn't worth it. I was dejected enough my defenses were down and I watched more for the next two days. I started fresh with clean living on the 27th and haven't watched any since. I was on a week's vacation with the family and luckily I'm not so far gone that I compulsively watch with my kids around. I seem to be most vulnerable when I'm working at home.
So, while I messed up, I'm back on the horse and I'm at 11 days. I'm going to try to log in more and hold myself accountable.