I broke hard mode on day 42. It was slow, relaxed and while I wasn?t completely out of my head, it helped to just remind myself to enjoy her and there?s no pressure to perform. Body response was ok probably 60-70% hard but damn sensitive, it was short. Tried for a repeat yesterday but not as good, even with some ed pill. Now our trip is done and we?ll be getting back to more regular weekly work/home routines.
Needless to say, hard mode is the way to go for now. I?ll try to go a month (or more). My mind gets a little anxious because I want to be intimate but she?s not always into it. That?s life. And I can?t really blame her with this PIED hanging on. Emotionally we are on the same page and really enjoy taking the time together.
No triggers or urges to look at p. Just getting back to basics tomorrow- exercise, meditation, healthy eats.
Needless to say, hard mode is the way to go for now. I?ll try to go a month (or more). My mind gets a little anxious because I want to be intimate but she?s not always into it. That?s life. And I can?t really blame her with this PIED hanging on. Emotionally we are on the same page and really enjoy taking the time together.
No triggers or urges to look at p. Just getting back to basics tomorrow- exercise, meditation, healthy eats.