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rival21
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Hi Guys!
I really f'd up this time around. About a week ago,I was going about 80 days with no PMO, only 10 days to go before reaching my goal of 90 days porn free. What messed me up was I started MO without porn maybe once a week. Then, I ended up MO to sexual fantasies of women I saw in real life, movies, or in non-porn related videos on the internet. That turned into looking at the computer screen when I MO'd, then finally relapsing into my old ways. So now I'm starting over from day one. I feel extremely defeated. Now I am determined to never go back, especially now that I know what just one glance at porn would do to me. Now my goal is to COMPLETELY abstain from all orgasm. Because I know what "harmless" MO (without porn) can and will lead to. Wish me Luck!
I really f'd up this time around. About a week ago,I was going about 80 days with no PMO, only 10 days to go before reaching my goal of 90 days porn free. What messed me up was I started MO without porn maybe once a week. Then, I ended up MO to sexual fantasies of women I saw in real life, movies, or in non-porn related videos on the internet. That turned into looking at the computer screen when I MO'd, then finally relapsing into my old ways. So now I'm starting over from day one. I feel extremely defeated. Now I am determined to never go back, especially now that I know what just one glance at porn would do to me. Now my goal is to COMPLETELY abstain from all orgasm. Because I know what "harmless" MO (without porn) can and will lead to. Wish me Luck!