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43 Days PMO Free (2nd attempt) - UPDATE
So since my last update I have now surpassed the 39 days that I managed on my first attempt at being PMO free so that is a good victory! However.............. A couple of days ago I stayed at my Ex girlfriends and although I had no expectation of anything happening with her I had taken a Cialis. Anyway something did happen with her and we were getting very lovey and frisky in bed and my dick was responding perfectly! I was completely involved in the moment and my dick was standing to attention without me thinking about it. We did not end up having full blown sex as she was having some painful issues with her vagina but she did give me an incredible blowjob and I did orgasm from that.
Moving along to last night I stayed over at hers again and because I kinda had a feeling an expectation that sex was going to be on the cards again I took a Cialis again. However for some reason I do not know why, my mind was acting in an almost performance anxiety way. Anyway I tried to shake it off but whilst I was with her last night I just felt like I was not completely in the moment with her like I was the previous night and as such my dick just did not respond the same. Was getting maybe a 60% erection and then she had to mention the use of a condom and my dick just went limp lol....
These two incidents clearly just go to show how much all this shit is in your mind! I can go from being able to fully perform with zero issues one night to then nothing the next.
I always knew from reading all the info and other peoples stories on PIED that it can be an up and down roller coaster of things working one moment and then the next perhaps not... soo frustrating as I was overjoyed after that first night with her as I thought wow it can only be up from here but clearly that was not case unfortunately.
Something worth thinking about was that maybe it was the orgasm I had with her that set me back perhaps? I allowed this to happen as I thought its perfectly fine and hopefully beneficial to be doing that live with a real person and it does not count as part of my PMO free streak. Maybe I was wrong and it can set you back even if it is had with a real person? Anyone with their thoughts and experiences regarding this please feel free to chime in and let me know........ Have you ever orgasmed with a partner but then noticed it set you back a bit????
Only other thing worth noting in this time between my last post is that I have still noticed a couple of nocturnal erections but its not an every night thing.
So since my last update I have now surpassed the 39 days that I managed on my first attempt at being PMO free so that is a good victory! However.............. A couple of days ago I stayed at my Ex girlfriends and although I had no expectation of anything happening with her I had taken a Cialis. Anyway something did happen with her and we were getting very lovey and frisky in bed and my dick was responding perfectly! I was completely involved in the moment and my dick was standing to attention without me thinking about it. We did not end up having full blown sex as she was having some painful issues with her vagina but she did give me an incredible blowjob and I did orgasm from that.
Moving along to last night I stayed over at hers again and because I kinda had a feeling an expectation that sex was going to be on the cards again I took a Cialis again. However for some reason I do not know why, my mind was acting in an almost performance anxiety way. Anyway I tried to shake it off but whilst I was with her last night I just felt like I was not completely in the moment with her like I was the previous night and as such my dick just did not respond the same. Was getting maybe a 60% erection and then she had to mention the use of a condom and my dick just went limp lol....
These two incidents clearly just go to show how much all this shit is in your mind! I can go from being able to fully perform with zero issues one night to then nothing the next.
I always knew from reading all the info and other peoples stories on PIED that it can be an up and down roller coaster of things working one moment and then the next perhaps not... soo frustrating as I was overjoyed after that first night with her as I thought wow it can only be up from here but clearly that was not case unfortunately.
Something worth thinking about was that maybe it was the orgasm I had with her that set me back perhaps? I allowed this to happen as I thought its perfectly fine and hopefully beneficial to be doing that live with a real person and it does not count as part of my PMO free streak. Maybe I was wrong and it can set you back even if it is had with a real person? Anyone with their thoughts and experiences regarding this please feel free to chime in and let me know........ Have you ever orgasmed with a partner but then noticed it set you back a bit????
Only other thing worth noting in this time between my last post is that I have still noticed a couple of nocturnal erections but its not an every night thing.
