Russell Chattan
New Member
I discovered this site through 16x9. A show that I never watch but
last night I did. I tuned in at same time as Gabe started talking.
It wasn't a problem during my adolescent or teenage years. It started
with the internet. I logged on for the first time in 1999 in my mid 20s
and immediately I started searching out porn. Porn addiction took hold
of me quickly.
It's has gotten a the point that my life has been gutted.
*Difficulty concentraing (scattered thoughts).
*Very easily bored by other things.
*Became socialy awkward.
*Became undisciplined.
*Many hours out of the day and late night veiwng porn.
*Easily loose track of time veiwing porn.
*Difficulty with sleep.
*Become unmotivated.
*Became an inactive/unhealthy person (putting on weight).
*No interest anymore in relationships (friends/romantic).
*Real life women don't sexually interest me anymore.
*Holding a conversation (mind wandering to porn).
*Employment and finances has suffered a lot.
I'm not sure if all that qualifies as effects from porn addiction but I'm
believing they are.
I don't remember what my life was like for me before internet porn.
I feel like I don't have an identity anymore. I want to know what
it is to have a life again.
Anyways my 1st step was to join this site. My 2nd step was to to download k9 web
protection so hopefully that helps controlling me somewhat. My 3rd step is to finish
familiarizing myself with this site and porn addiction better before I go any further
on here. I don't want to step on anybody's toes.
And I'm gramatically challenged. I apologize for that.
last night I did. I tuned in at same time as Gabe started talking.
It wasn't a problem during my adolescent or teenage years. It started
with the internet. I logged on for the first time in 1999 in my mid 20s
and immediately I started searching out porn. Porn addiction took hold
of me quickly.
It's has gotten a the point that my life has been gutted.
*Difficulty concentraing (scattered thoughts).
*Very easily bored by other things.
*Became socialy awkward.
*Became undisciplined.
*Many hours out of the day and late night veiwng porn.
*Easily loose track of time veiwing porn.
*Difficulty with sleep.
*Become unmotivated.
*Became an inactive/unhealthy person (putting on weight).
*No interest anymore in relationships (friends/romantic).
*Real life women don't sexually interest me anymore.
*Holding a conversation (mind wandering to porn).
*Employment and finances has suffered a lot.
I'm not sure if all that qualifies as effects from porn addiction but I'm
believing they are.
I don't remember what my life was like for me before internet porn.
I feel like I don't have an identity anymore. I want to know what
it is to have a life again.
Anyways my 1st step was to join this site. My 2nd step was to to download k9 web
protection so hopefully that helps controlling me somewhat. My 3rd step is to finish
familiarizing myself with this site and porn addiction better before I go any further
on here. I don't want to step on anybody's toes.
And I'm gramatically challenged. I apologize for that.