Every day for some reason temptations gets harder to control. This is why after I have not been successful quitting pornography seems I got back to pornography again. I had a dream that scared me out. In this dream, I was in an auditorium watching a dance team perform that I use to be. Soon, I was holding a little girl that I was supposed to take care of. For some reason, after I was thinking it was like my child. Someone gaved me some source of fast food in a cup that seen to be chicken and mash potatoes. I told the girl to only eat half of it, she seen pissed off by me. I have no idea why in the world I said that because then I was thinking you should it told her "if you are hungry you can eat into your full". But then I started laughing with my friend who is one of the dancers. Here is what scare me the hell out, when I look at the upper seats of the stage I saw my middle school crush smiling thinking why I never told them "I love you" when smiling at me. When I woke up it was like 5 in the morning and then I couldn't go back to sleep. I think if this was someone other but not me ill be laughing. To be honest, I think I couldn't tell my middle school I like them because first, that person was in a relationship, second I was like that person's best friend, third, my family didn't let me be in a relationship and most importantly I couldn't love myself first. In the end( few days after graduation), I told that person I had a crush on them in text. I told them to block me if they want to (why in the world did I say that) and anyway so I did too because I was embarrassed. This old crush still haunts my dreams. Anyway, the question for today, why do you think old crushes haunt you? But all means this probably has been my akwarders written thing to the public.
Sincerely Braved118
Sincerely Braved118