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Psyc Ops
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22 clear. XFL91 asked about morning wood. It is an interesting phenomena in connection with porn addiction. When I was using porn, never. Now, without porn, almost every morning. There is a neurological explanation, but I do not know what it is. Back tomorrow to report 23 clear. Post often. It helped me, it will help you. Smiley face emodicon. But seriously, yeah.
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23. Clear.
imaquitter
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Maybe we should write some kind words in his jounal:
http://legacy.rebootnation.org/index.php?topic=16391.0
http://legacy.rebootnation.org/index.php?topic=16391.0
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Psyc Ops
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Sometimes we just have to leave. The purpose of this place is to fix it; fixing it does not take forever. Fixing it sucks, but pain is the price we pay for freedom. I am grateful for Gabe because he built a place to fix it. Changemylife helped us by starting this. He is walking his road; we are walking ours. Those roads are always challenging. I will finish this month clear. 24. Clear. Never going back.
joepanic
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Day 24 of Jan Challenge Day 53 of current reboot Felt the chaser effect for the 1st time on Wed after making love with my wife Tues night really noticed the triggers and had a few urges but glad to say no pmo.
Psyc Ops it is true these road are challenging not only challenging but changing too
Post often it helped me it will help you
Psyc Ops it is true these road are challenging not only challenging but changing too
Post often it helped me it will help you
imaquitter
Active Member
Day 24, still in hardmode.
January challenge continues
January challenge continues
chirmtaking
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Day 24 Hardmode. I have noticed that pretty much all urges have subsided. Not masturbating or looking at porn substitutes seems to be my automatic setting now, rather than vice versa. Of course, I am very much aware that this could simply be a temporary illusion. I'm not planning on becoming complacent. Not sure how I feel once I hit the 30 day mark at the end of the month - I have a feeling it could be point of inflexion, which might be hard to deal with psychologically.
Finally, I would like to extend my gratitude to changemylife for starting this thread - were it not for him and this thread I do not think I would have started the new year with a renewed determination or been able to string this streak together (my longest since last spring). Thank you.
Finally, I would like to extend my gratitude to changemylife for starting this thread - were it not for him and this thread I do not think I would have started the new year with a renewed determination or been able to string this streak together (my longest since last spring). Thank you.
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25. Clear.
joepanic
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Day 26 of Jan Challenge Day 55 current reboot another tough night but made it through with no pmo no mo and no o must be working though something that twice this week had some urges and needed to fight them ahh well we go on vacation this week for a few days should be good for the fight
Post often it helped me it will help you
Post often it helped me it will help you
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Psyc Ops
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26. Clear.
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I am with Mr. Panic. Clear 27.
imaquitter
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Day 27 went well.
Day 33 something in hardmode. I'm still with you
Day 33 something in hardmode. I'm still with you
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Psyc Ops
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28 +29. Yesterday, posting here just did not occur to me, as in the thought did not pass my mind. I have been clean for a lot longer than 29 days. It takes a lot of concentration, effort, and commitment to get clean, once addicted, but once you achieve clean, then staying clean becomes second nature. It is about changing life patterns.
joepanic
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day 29 of Jan challenge and day 58 of reboot actually felt some urges last night for wanting to hit the old chat line I actually made it there but did not do any sexting or looking at pics no pmo no mo no m I used to frequent just a general chat line that always turned to sexting and surfing p tube sites exc this time i didnt go that road and something in my mind said you really dont need to be here at all I moved along and hung on wookiepedia for a while and went to bed very busy day at work today and vacation tomorrow
Post often it helped me it will help you
Post often it helped me it will help you