Life of relapsed rebooter
- Thread starter Do or die
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blueRaccoon
Active Member
great! keep on going.
I know how hard it is when you get those strong urges, especially on the weekend when you have nothing to do...just remind yourself how horrible it was when you relapsed, how you don't want to feel that again. Then just try to get up and get the hell out of your house/apartment! Go to the library or gym or just for a walk. Anything to remove yourself from the chance of a relapse. You can do it man!
Do or die
Respected Member
Relapsed at weekend.
At night i have urge because of an hot girl on instagram.
I relapsed two times.
But the good thing is that i am not masturbating excessive.
Its in normal frequency.
But as we all know that my fight is with porn not with musturbation so i am failed. But i am not feeling shameful . because shame is an part of this addiction cycle.
So feeling worried little bit but with one confidence that if i go 10 days without porn then i definitely live thousands of days without porn. So i restarted at this time of today.
My reboot journey is again started with some new knowledge , motivation and your good thoughts.
I am happy about that my brain is so powerful .
At night i have urge because of an hot girl on instagram.
I relapsed two times.
But the good thing is that i am not masturbating excessive.
Its in normal frequency.
But as we all know that my fight is with porn not with musturbation so i am failed. But i am not feeling shameful . because shame is an part of this addiction cycle.
So feeling worried little bit but with one confidence that if i go 10 days without porn then i definitely live thousands of days without porn. So i restarted at this time of today.
My reboot journey is again started with some new knowledge , motivation and your good thoughts.
I am happy about that my brain is so powerful .
Tempted
Member
I saw you relapsed because of a hot girl on instagram. I currently have all my social media deleted and it really makes things easier for me, less triggers. I am confident I can return to social media at some point, just not right now, my mind is too weak. Maybe think about taking a social media break until you feel "safe". Otherwise, keep your head up, relapsing is part of the process, you only get stronger.