Hi everyone,
My name is William, and I'm 30 years old. I'm a porn addict and I suffer from PIED. I have experienced constant failures for about 4 years and about one week ago I ran into this website and I was really surprised to see other men are experiencing the same problem as me.
Thanks to reboot nation I discovered PIED is the name of my worst nightmare and rebooting might be the hope to end this. I am on day 7 and I need to talk about the feeling that I have now: FEAR.
It is so intense and desperate I need to chat with someone about it. I am really ashamed to talk with people I know, but really desperate. I am afraid to fail ever and ever. Afraid of not using my penis (even with porn) and experience no interest of sex at all. I am desperate, anxious and trembling every time I think of.
I had a terrible nightmare last night. The problem is that nightmare was actually a memory of previous failures with one of my Ex GF. She was angry in the dream. I failed. I failed. I failed. I woke up really sad this morning and registered in this forum. This is my first post. The simple fact I' m writing this down makes me feel better.
But the thing is: I'm really scared.
Has anyone here faced fear (pure fear) during rebooting process? How we can deal with that?
My name is William, and I'm 30 years old. I'm a porn addict and I suffer from PIED. I have experienced constant failures for about 4 years and about one week ago I ran into this website and I was really surprised to see other men are experiencing the same problem as me.
Thanks to reboot nation I discovered PIED is the name of my worst nightmare and rebooting might be the hope to end this. I am on day 7 and I need to talk about the feeling that I have now: FEAR.
It is so intense and desperate I need to chat with someone about it. I am really ashamed to talk with people I know, but really desperate. I am afraid to fail ever and ever. Afraid of not using my penis (even with porn) and experience no interest of sex at all. I am desperate, anxious and trembling every time I think of.
I had a terrible nightmare last night. The problem is that nightmare was actually a memory of previous failures with one of my Ex GF. She was angry in the dream. I failed. I failed. I failed. I woke up really sad this morning and registered in this forum. This is my first post. The simple fact I' m writing this down makes me feel better.
But the thing is: I'm really scared.
Has anyone here faced fear (pure fear) during rebooting process? How we can deal with that?